I don't like she.

One of my best friend, not now.

We have some distances, since we went to college.

I don't know what's to continue, these three nights, I felt unsatisfied with my situation.

No one can talk to, specially when my blog was being noticed by most of close friend, I cannot say anything...

ALL OF A SUDDEN

I wanna back home.

Just a flash, into my brain.

During the birthday between my ex' and mine.

I need to plan this, for a while.

So much homework to do!That's terrible~~I can go through this..

Cause, I wanno go home.

Today is the last day of being fun.

I have been to France already. Nice trip, even the city is not that nice.

But suddenly felt nervous...strong feeling...nobody can talk to.

Tomorrow is the first day of my second term of postgraduate.

The first term I felt relax, cause I thought will be make a great progess after few months, but few months later, till today, still got nothing in my brain. Scared..with great hope from my family...I know it was thinking too much..but just cannot stop thinking..when u really serious about your study and future work, is tough.. all right? If we could keep playing, as past ten days, how fatanstic would be?

Woke up at 9am, doing the laundrary, borrowing some books from library, and then watch several English vedios for the whole day..(Building great environment of English speaking)..Good girl!

Wanna speak to mom, actually, but don't know where to start, If told her, still cannot make things better. or else makes she worried about me.

Ok. I am fine~~I could totally be fine. Everyone was the same, so , no panic, go ahead!

For tommorrow!for the first class!

At home.

After new year, I stayed at home. The longest distance was went to the kitchen.

Reading, writing, concentrating, sleeping, eating. No one disturbed.

That's good, and quiet. Sometimes I even seldom talk. The first words came out of my mouth was saying "happy new year" to my lovely neighbour. I surprised with my conditioned response, in English. Totally English. Not that familiar, but nice.

Baked sweetpotatoes, green leaves and mushrooms with melted butter. Nice! But not today, today I didn't felt like want to eat much. All I had is : a bowl of milk with wheat flakes, a handful sweety dates, a piece of milk chocolate, and yougurt mixed with peanut butter. I said not that much, but when listed , I felt! oh! not that less..........haha .

Good start!! I can keep losing my weight!! A lovely face in French pic.

Meanwhile, started my essay! about 1,000 words already! still 1,500 words to go!!

WOW~~~