Desperated housegirl.

Please call me.

I have no idea , what's wrong with me~~anything was too great, fantastic, terrific, no more to decribe. I just can not help doing anything but studying. I could stayed at home watching a stupid film for a whole afternoon, or scan a stupid recipe blog for a fucking whole night, I have no idea what's going on with me. I just wanna go home, without thinking of anything , not to study, not to work, not to write essay and find a job. I am out of pressure of myself when I am alone in this stupid spacious room!!It is horrible. coz this room was so comfortable, makes me don't wanna leave, don't wanna doing sth right.

I desperated want to going to library to study for a while? but I can't . I cannot even move out of my stupid room, I focus most on my recipt everyday, my personal information, I put everything together, I want sb will come and told me , he gonna give me a fatanstic job!with paid! or he wanna marry me, and do not need me to worry about the rest of my life. GREAT! That's what my stupid head think of right now! a easy way!!!

Who doesn't want to. especially in a stupid foreign country, no one could help you get out of here.

Home, all I want is go home, right now. Call me crazy. call me out of mind. call me have no thoughts and no plans, call me lazy, call me blind, call me silly.Ok, That's the me , in this moment.

I need to get rid of it, after spending a fabulous chinese new year festival. I will start over again. I promise.