It's tuff.

After one year.

1. If I have no change(by appearence), friends may feel no surprise.
2.if I am getting too fat? everyone will avoids me, including myself.
3.If I am turnning to slim, mom will afraid I was not eatting well in UK.

(Anyway, I prefer the last one, although I am acting the second one. )

In this year.

1. I cannot decide what research I am going to do for final dissertation.
2. The topic I chosed right now is ....just felt no good .
3. But if I chose advertising ...I am no familiar with it, just felt interesting, so it may also hard to do the research.
4. I would like to do sth related to my future career. But I have no plan for my future career right now....................................What I thought before, has already fade out...
5. It's just a dissertation, or my whole career life....................................
6. So I cannot make decision.........I was thinking , thinking ,thinking,,for nothing......................

(Maybe I was thinking too much,but it is the reality , all right? I have to figure sth in my entire life, all right? I cannot relying on my parents forever, all right? Hey !come on! Show me the way out. )

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LET IT GO....................NO BIG DEAL........................IF 2012 IS THE DEADLINE.....................WHY NOT CHEERS IN EVERY SINGLE DAY......................